Wednesday, December 31, 2008

close your eyes & i'll kiss you.. 'cause.

(= last night i baked, just to bake. hung out w. the girls & their boyfriends. christine bought me a red journal like doug style. definitely going to write in that piece. it's new years eve, & i'm not babysiting, i have no idea what i'm going to do... but all bets are off, baby.
cinnabon strudel

2008 was a lot on my plate. but i am growing up... everyones moving in, getting engaged, having babies. i matured in a lot of ways. i know what i want :] i just want to be with someone who could surround me in a happy vibe, & not ask too much of me.
laws of attraction will never fail you. i have a good feeling about this.
if you were driving, i'd be riding shotgun ;] haha.
i call dibbs !
christal's baby is coming.. 09'. sally's coming back... i hit the big 2-0.
we'll see what else happens. i hope everyone & anyone feel the fireworks tonight, as corny as it may sound.... goodluck!
& i still want....
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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

...wrap me up & breathe me.

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Yesterday, I went mad shopping, a little peek of what I bought, aw you should see my metal studded flat jeffrey cambell look-alike shoes I bought at Charlotte, $18 :] Went to Townsquare, bumped into, faces I keep running into. Lol if i stop talking shit? will they ever leave me alone. Lately though I've been bumping into alot of faces. I've been so noncholant. I wonder if they take that as... me being rude, haha sorry !
After all that went bowling at Sam's Town ... & the highest I scored was an 88. How sad, lol I don't bowl anymore.
Tomorrow is New Year's Eve, definitely not going to have a kiss, I have to babysit. But hello 2009, goodbye 2008. A lot of of mishaps, lost's, lessons learned, growth, friendships, food, "cherry popping". I will never forget my babylove tica. I will never forget to keep moving forward, and live tha good life. I'm thankful, I can only hope & pray that this new year will bring more hits than misses.

Monday, December 29, 2008

i don't give a fuck if you feel me, i'm gonna follow my heart.

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I watched The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button with Jo-weezy, last night at 10:45, the showing beforehand was all -full. It was a good movie (: It makes you think, Love story - time piece. Lol we had to run away from stalkers at Townsquare, and weird drunk guys. Very freezing. Went home around 2 am ! The Coffee Bean was not the buisness ;]
Earlier today, I went to church & was going to look at this civic, but it must've been sign, because by the time we tried to look, it was already sold :[ It was soooo cute.
After that hung out w. nick, & chilled. Had a "cribs tour", watched movies, went to his shop. Fun, randomness.
Then went home, & had to be a dr. phil to one of my guy friends .. it was all good.

& I cashed my check from holidays, goodness gracias good weekend :]
& I didn't spend <3 I'm saving for something big, you'll see.

Friday, December 26, 2008

your love is my relief.

Clueless I was watching cluess this morning, & I was imdbing',
Wow, Stacey Dash is 42 ! She looks as great as she did in Mo' Money.
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I realized my family parties are awesome !
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Played pool with jolly, & roxanne, YES ! I'm getting good :D Hung out at my cousin Mye's house. It's beautiful. Danced with all of the cousins & aunties. I'm totally motivated... Watch out now.
I got tons of $$$, & cute items, I love having a big fam-bam.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

baby you send me, set me a memory adrift of you.

Lol, my work song :] I like the 80's version, by Spandau Ballet too. A very busy week I had, & I loved it, loving life man. I found out that I never really had dim sum, just shumai. Because dim sum is served in carts, it was cool [= I love Dim Sum !
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& then.. they also broke my "Ice Skating Cherry". I've never done it. I fell twice, once from Christal's little niece, and then secondly me, christine, & christal fell all together. Then we all went to buffulo wild wings, 30 cent tuesday chicken wangs :] I'm officially not eating out anymore. Maybe just for dim sum, or sushi. Speaking of sushi, I went to this nice place with Roxanne sunday, Sushi MoMo, I suggest it.
http://local.yahoo.com/info-20245527-momoyama-sushi-japanese-henderson?csz=Henderson%2C+NV+89014

Anyway, 40's & coke hookah. Fun times, definitely staying away from keebler cookies, teddie grams, & snickers, we definitely rang in the xmas eve. & then Xmas Eve, everyone greeted me, church mass with Roxanne & my daddy. I loved it. I got a text from my "favorite person " of the moment [[[=
I mainly got $$$, other items, & thanks nee for my .. twilight movie companion book w/ pictures :D, nick & norah infinite playlist book, & my favorite scent !

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Christmas is fucking awesome ! But Summer time is sexy time ;]
Thanks to everyone. Mwuah XOXO.

Tonight Family Party, mommy's side of the family, I miss my daddy's side, but they're all over, & San Diego.

This week, rest & relaxation, working out, read this book Christine let me borrow. A Stephanie Meyer book. Toodles.

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Monday, December 22, 2008

let it snow :]

I heard this on the radio before I went to work. Work is & will always be crazy. I had the usual drunk / pervs / creeps / guys that winked. It's scarier working alone, you're more vulnerable & out there, & everyones like " how you doing ". But at least my ass wasn't bored (=
Rams, visited me at work, & he knew someone that manages food, at the Excalibur Food Court, such as Coldstones, Pizza, & Quiznos, so I could get free food. I definitely got the Coldstones, Mint Mint Chocolate with Brownie :D
My jewlery competitor guy who worked at the stand kept eyeing me, & I was like thanks for stealing my buisness asshole. (=
After Work, I went & ran to get a lil' Bday gift for Christal at Lush @ Mandalay Bay :D

Happy Shower Holiday

& then we went to Macaroni Grill. I was so hungry, & it was the usual crew. We had fun conversations, and then we ended up talking shit about this guy I used to date. & we were being so loud ! Jorel even spelled his name out, & the table next to us left after Christal blew out her candles... & christal goes, " Mel, that looks like ... " & after that I realize it's him & his girl & her family. I swear that was the highlight of my year :D It was karma payback for all the horriable shit he has done :) What an awesome day.

Christal is the big 2-0, now awww I love my friends, they're the greatest.

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Friday, December 19, 2008

i heard you crying loud...all the way across town.

" you've been searching for someone, & it's me out on the prowl"
I've been old school, rock, or etc. lately (: I'm nostalgic. For the past two days it was snowing, & when I awoke this morning to find it being sunny again :( but rumor has it, it'll come again. Pictures from today. Bleh, I only had my cellphone yesterday... when it was snowing hard, & hanging out w. the guys. I wish I could upload the video(s). I'll try later.
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When the snow was falling, Vegas looked beautiful at one point, I wish I had the camera at the time, doh'. Rox had to run errands.. & we went to this cool ass burger joint we love to go to, Best Burger, owned by Japanese people, they also serve sushi :]] Me & Rox refuse to eat burgers anywhere else.
It looks like this, cool decor.
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http://local.yahoo.com/info-20256712-best-burger-las-vegas?csz=Las+Vegas%2C+NV+89142
I'm going to write a review :D
I've been webcaming alot with everybody, Idgaf I webcam with no makeup :]
Damn I do look 15 with nadaa mwuaha.
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The New "Jacob Black" hopefully- & future boyfriend roflmao. I call dibbs, bitch ;]

michael

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

...everything i love leaves.. i'm a tree.

" so i leave when i love before it just leaves. someone to cut for the paper, some just love me it's in their nature, a heart broken - heartbreaker. instigated, promise to grant you every wish you make, but right after penatration "
- Charles Hamilton up & coming artist, i like his flow, not sure about the beats though. ..
WISHLIST :]
christmas 2009
You can dream for the stars, & one day you might get the whole universe, nothing is impossible :] The power of wishes & dreams... dreams ain't just for disney, it can come true :]
Looking at the upcoming 2009 Spring Fashion line :] It's a beautiful thing, I like the whole lace, leather, bondage, lingerie, hippie, glamour [:
Balmain
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Isabel Marant

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Monday, December 15, 2008

i keep my distance .. but you still catch my eye.

tell me baby, do you recognize me, well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me (:


this song reminds me of... love actually the movie, love actually reminds me of two years ago christmas, oh the things i've done on christmas eve & christmas, very promiscuous i was. been working hard for cold hard $$$, it was something new/ boring / insightful. men are the nicest in casino enviroments. & if you're nice right back, " baby you can have whatever you like ." Some strange man kissed my hand, but I had to sell... the store :] Went to Dick's Last Resort Restraunt, at Excalibur. They're assholes & they're suppose to be, and the dude made me give him a dry blow job in front of everyone . Yeah, I know.. hilarious. After work yesterday, went to my Ate Amy's house, I love family parties now, our family gets it poppin', my mom's side is definitely the "party side". That was probably the hi-light of my weekend.


I am my mother's daughter, ahahah ;]
sister & mommy & me

i get it from my mama.
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jolly-bee.
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Friday, December 12, 2008

running.. running, as fast as we can.

I woke up this morning, for a thirst (; Or I came hungry haha. Whatever the metaphor. Last night I watched Batman Begins, for the first time, I already watched The Dark Knight in theaters. Damn Batman is so dark, I never realized when I was a kid. I liked it, tonight we're buying The Dark Knight dvd to go in our collection (:
" Why do we fall ... to pick ourselves back up " - Batman Begins.
Wow, That fits my situation at the moment, but I'm gonna try, seriously.
This song reminds me of the Sabrina Season Finale, Me & Nee were talking about. Everyone says why can't real life be like that, well exclude the witch-craft. True love is real ;] You just gotta have hope & believe. & Live & let go of whatever doubt you have in your head.
" I'm not really sure what this is, but something tells me I'll find the answer here." - Harvey
" & I think I just found mine"- Sabrina.
" It's about time. " - Everyone :]
" I think it's the something old she needed."- Roxy




So I woke up this morning & took pictures w/out any makeup. Go, me ! :] Naturally, me ;]
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I'm just going to say... stay positive. & Don't let anything get in the way of what you want & deserve. You can't please everyone. There's a purpose for us to be here. Show em' what you're made of.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

i'm gonna make the news...

Haha I found this article on the internet. Some people are going crazy over the idea of Edward, but I believe there's a little of Edward in some Men, out there, notice how I use the word.. Men, instead of boy or guy.
edward cullen

Edward Cullen VS. A Norman Guy.
A Normal guy would say: “I love you, baby!”
Edward Cullen would say: “You are my life now”
Normal Guy would say: “I think I'm falling for you”
Edward Cullen would say: “The Lion fell in Love with the Lamb”
Normal Guy would say: “You hair looks like a haystack ….go brush it!”
Edward Cullen would say: "Your hair looks like haystack…but I like it”
A Normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicated to you.
Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you while playing the piano.
If you died, a normal guy would find another.
If you died, Edward would kill himself cause life without you isn’t worth living."Well, I wasn't going to live without you." He rolled his eyes as if that fact were childishly obvious. "But I wasn't sure how to do it--I knew Emmett and Jasper would never help... so I was thinking maybe I would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi."
As you left the house a normal guy would say: “Bye. See ya!”
As you left the house, Edward Cullen would say: “Come back to me love”He smiled my favorite smile. "Hurry back to me""Always"
As you come back to the house, a normal guy would be watching TV and wouldn’t even notice.
As you come back to the house, Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you.“I heard the music before i was out of the car. Edward hadn't touched his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song morph through a bridge and change into my lullaby. Edward was welcoming me home.”
A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.
Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday.
While you were both out for dinner, a normal guy wouldn’t keep his eyes off the sexy waitress.
Edward Cullen wouldn’t even notice the waitress was a female.
A normal guy while driving would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.
Edward Cullen while driving would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours.
While far apart in different places, a normal guy would say: “I miss you”While far apart in different places
Edward Cullen would say: “It’s like you've taken half myself with you”
A normal Guy wouldn’t care or notice if you had nightmares.
Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away."Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away."
A normal guy does it with everyone.
Edward Cullen only does it with one.
A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates.
Edward Cullen buys you a car.

Haha I like the last one :]
I'm on a mission, like double 07'. I'm still numb, and for a split second, I let go of my positive thinking because of stress beforehand :( But it's a new day, & I'm going to try... & not give up.
" When one door closes, a window opens " someone once said. We'll see what happens later on, & you shouldn't give up without a fight ;]

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

there's two types of people in the world.

" .. the ones that entertain, & then ones that observe, well baby i'm a put on a show kind of girl. don't like the backseat, gotta be first. i'm like the ringleader, i call the shots, i'm like a fire cracker, i make it hot. "
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She's back bitch ! lol, 10 years of entertaining, and more than one hit wonders. That's inspiring, I was watching her documentary, no matter how many times she was pushed to the edge, she got up, brushed off her shoulders.


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I've been reading this book :D It's sort of a self-help, It made me have a greater outlook, and experience extreme gratitude.

" You've become the solution for you. Don't point to another person & say, " Now you owe me & you need to give me more." Instead, give more to yourself. Take time off to give to yourself, & in a sense to fill yourself up to fullness, to where now you can overflow in giving."



I'm onto bigger & better things. Postive thinking, allowed positve energy in my life. Life is too short to stay mad all the time. [; I should become a therapist on the side, or a talk show host. Lol In my mind I know what I want... I don't know how I'm going to get it, but I know I'll get it. Trust. I love my daily runnings/ workouts/ music "meditation" time.

Anyway :] it was Roxy's birthday on the 4th, & we took webcam pictures :D
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I love my family :D I never realized til' lately I have a big one, I love it. & one more thing :]
I sold my accord, I'm going to miss the many memories in that whip :D 09' Time for Brand New :D I'm excited.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

sarcastic mister know it all...

" close your eyes & i'll kiss you.. 'cause with the birds i'll share this lonely view." - Scar Tissue.

I'll always love this song. Anywho, I've been busy doing moi. It feels good, & then.. I had a lil' slip, which I perfer to keep to myself.

It's too late to apologize... it's too late. lol

Yesterday I took webcam pictures, & got free asian food ;] Laws of Attraction lmao. Don't get it.. forget (;

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I was diggin' the red lipstick at the moment. Tell me why... this guy is so hot, but young geez catch 22. lol


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Taylor Lautner, you're a hottie Mchottie haha. Man he's hotter than Robert Pattinson. I've been doing that whole "mchottie" thing lately lol. Especially when I drove yesterday & I spotted someone driving ;] He knows he's hot, what an asshole.

I'm going to be a busy bee, anywho... to all my haters, kiss my ass. I know what I do, & I'm doing me.