Friday, February 27, 2009

he kissed my lips... i taste your mouth

katy perry

if you know me by know, you know i adore katy perry. aw, her & her ex. i adore him too, super talented.

anyway...

i woke up early, slept late. 'bout to hit the tracks at the park.
things i need to start doing on a daily basis again.
-running.
-avoiding crappy food, fast food, processed.
-more veggies & organics <3 style="font-weight: bold;">less caffeinated coffee w/ yummy creamers.
- read more literature.
- keep job right, money untight ( totally stole that line & mixed it up off of that one commercial )
- stop stalking his myspace, because that ain't going to change things.
- low-key myspace, because i don't want the haters to know what i'm doing.

yes i have haters. low-key haters, but they like to lurk. my brother in law once told me, there will always be haters in my life. you can never change the green-eyed monster. you got to keep doing what you got to do regardless.

accept the decent offers that i've been getting.
" catch you lattttttttttttttttter" - dazed & confused.

i really really really want to go to tokyo now that i watched lost in translation.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

confessions.

once again, i'm getting offers. it's nice... laws of attraction. it makes your life.
whatever you want.
herro
this image reminds me of someone, & if by chance you read this.
i miss you, bub. i'm sorry you're being such a douche bag... living the "rockstar life".
& i'm sorry i'm a spoiled little bitch.

love your favorite little whore xoxo.

i hope we catch 22 someday, & you can be my lucky 21.

oh yeah i'm moving to North Town, nice my rent will most likely be $200 a month.
it's exciting, i haven't gotten out of the eastside, since middle school. new-new.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

more than woman ! more than a woman should be....

i'm seriously in love with blip.fm (: i got some old school favorites, & of course my new-new flavors. i'm loving mgmt more than ever, i first heard them last year, i love the feel-good music. i also like charles hamilton although he samples, i digg his flows. me & rox were busting out the 2pac, & wu in the car. i love it.
i was extremely happy today... i recieved my love in the mail :] my lomography fish eye pink camera.

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i miss developing pictures like it was '96 (: & then my mama came to visit me... to make me some good home filipino food. & if you know me... you know i don't eat filipino food, unless my mama makes it, or is home-cooking. she's the best cook i know (: i love her.


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that's all folks.

p.s. " ay- bay - bay hollerations " ain't acceptable with me. i need a real man. i don't want no scrubs.. a scrub is guy who can't go no love for me, hanging on the passenger side of his best friend's ride, tryna to holla at me.

p.s.s. pray for my father :[ i wish he was in america right now. i miss him...

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

amen.

"- Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplacable spark. In the hopeless swamps of the not quite, the not yet, and the not at all, do not let the hero in your soul perish and leave only frustration for the life you deserved, but never have been able to reach. The world you desire can be won, it exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours. "

" - Until and unless you discover that money is the root of all good, you ask for your own destruction. When money ceases to become the means by which men deal with one another, then men become the tools of other men. Blood, whips and guns--or dollars. Take your choice--there is no other. "

Monday, February 16, 2009

oh simple thing, where have you gone. i'm getting older & it's something to rely on.

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roxanne's new stomach tattoo, it's only outlined & shaded, she has to get it colored this weekend. i'm getting mine this weekend too. she had to do 2 sessions. i was bored out of my mind for 4 hours (;

the tattoo guy was cool. valentines day wasn't so bad, i actually went out (=
watched he's just not that into you. & cosmic bowled. i'm glad i have some good guy friends.

Justin Long

i now have a school girl crush on justin long lol (;

i'm not wasting my time anymore.

Friday, February 13, 2009

but you still didn't get it, bingo ! & that's the reason why i'm still single.

just when i doubt i like charles hamilton, because he samples too much, but you know what i digg. (: he has a new mixtape out.

$$$ in tha bank. my horoscope tells me, i shouldn't go on myspace / facebook, or any other networking site. lol crazy.

papa john sells love, hey if food is really a way to a man's heart.


valentines day special papa johns

so i've been getting offers to do this & that. i'm debating (: if i do anything it'll most likely be in summertime. why not (: i love getting dolled up.

& i've been shopping around for a different tattoo artist, i love rocky, but it's time to move on, something more detailed. i think i found someone but, we'll see (=

i swear haha, the next guy i date will be ink'd up. that's my weakness.
& he has to love me even if i rock stilettos in bed, saying hello lover ! (; jk.

come to mommy (: lol

jimmy choo


"... you have both sentiments yet to experience; your soul sleeps ; the shock is yet to be given which shall waken it. "

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

if i wanna fly, i'll fly, you do what you love, & fuck the rest...



i'll always like that line. i love lines in movies. speaking of movies, i watched about a boy, 3xs when i got sick on monday.
" Once you open your door to one person anyone can come in. " the director of this film, is going to direct twilight's sequel. i realized i'm very fond of accents, british or austrailian to be exact (:
i was messing with the red lipstick today. i missed it.

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i don't know if you can see it, with the sunlight & all. i don't know how to mess with my new camera, just to take out flash or whatever.

everything is back to normal. i have my eyes on the prize, just when i get used to my life being a certain way, a distraction comes up for that moment, but i'll keep a close watch on this heart of mine. most definitely.

p.s. i'm sick of hearing, the whole rihanna - chris brown story, when the story fully comes out, then talk about it, all this speculation bullshit.

i want another tattoo this weekend... tattoo numero tres.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

it's nothing but time & face that you lose...

" i chose to feel it, but you couldn't choose. i'll write you a postcard, i'll send you the news, from the house down the road, from real love "

<333

last night, i had a nee-nee birthday kick back, it turned out better than expected, i knocked out early. i love everyone entering in my life. i've been watching nick & norah's infinite playlist for days, & i just got donnie darko, a very compelling movie, i don't think it's overrated, at all.

i still have unanswered questions, i choose not to uncover. i wonder if it's better left unsaid. either way, i'm loving life. i'm learning to breathe, i'm learning to crawl, over these abundent skies.

it'll be strange to see you again. until then i'll be avoiding the spots i know where we'd have to speak.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

too loud is not in my vocabulary...

the rocker
Watched The Rocker ! (: It had the dude from Hot Rod, who tripped on acid, and got his eye fucked up. Ohh I love the one-liners in this film.

My options are open, because I am only a notch, not a necessary. I miss my boys. " But seperate is always better when feelings are involved ". I already decided that summer 09' is going to be great. Lesson learned, nightmares put aside, the year ain't over by a long shot.

Starting tomorrow, going to jog at the park every morning. (= I'm going to live my life, instead of reaching for the moon, I will chill & go w/ the flow.

I'm content.