What?, he too fresh, to show you the best.

" Compliment, you on your intellect, & treat you w/ respect, give you sex til' you sweat, tongue kissing on your neck, it's been awhile since you got it like this I bet, & I could tell your not just anotha bitch I met, Ain't nobody got me open like this, not yet. "

It's crazy it's almost Feb. (= I want to watch Definitely, Maybe. It's out on Valentines Day, I always have the worst Valentines. I haven't been "on track " lately, that's changing, FUCK. I have a goal. The weekend has been pretty chill, lots of visitors, Nee helped me drop off my daddy to the airport, he's gone for a whole month. We cooked, & gabbed. I saw a lot of random faces. Mmmm my mom finally got my insurance, & registered my car, now I have to smog, get my new plates, & find a job, because my car sucks, butt. I want a new one =]]]
I think God is testing me. I've said some things. Struggle builds character. There are times, when I don't love myself. I hyporcite, I judge, lie, take the easy way out. But I pray. Idk.

I know karma is coming to pay me back.

I have a headache. My old computer is pissing me off--- roxanne moved the sony vio in her room, & I put my old one back in my room. Wow, this weekend, was crazy, always went home when the sun was up. Woke up around 2-3ish pm. Hung out w/ the boys again :D I sorta missed it. It's cool, there ain't no akwardness, except the fact, I'd like to punch someone repeatedly. He gets on my nerves. Just because you're jealous, honey, you don't have to take it out on me. Kthnx. Friday, saw Jackie, & Jo-anna, & Jo-rel & them smoked some gay ass hookah =D, saw T.K beforehand, it was funny. Saturday... was crazy, me, chanelle, & jo. were so bored in the beginning, & we ended up doing random stuff. Saw Atonement, I fucking hate it. Well the little girl, in that movie, I'd like to slap her. Then.. we met up w/ some boys that paid $100 for our Korean food xD I feel so bad, that I'm ignoring, someones call on purpose. Sigh. After that, hung out w. T.K. again, and wowwwww hilarious. Ended up going to Robertos, to bag, and have talks, then to that fag face's house. Really didn't want to go there, but I didn't want to kill the mood. After all that mess, we all went home at 8:30 in the morning. =O yeah. Mmmmhmm. Yesterday, Jo bought me sonics at 2 am. Cloverfield I swear. I thought I lost my car/house keys. ROFL.

I'm unusually hard to hold onto..

I know what I want. That's a good thing. Dangerous, yes? But let's kick rocks ;] Go w/ the flow type deal. I want my new car already, I want my new phone already. Mmm. " Good things happen to those who wait." I'm in no hurry, but life is moving by so fast. Been working out, the usual, I'm addicted to Ebay, x] I'm a bright girl, with her head on her shoulders, & the world at her feet.

Many people said I was a heartbreaker, couldn't help but laugh.


"Why is it that you're attracted to the one person that you know isn't good for you?"

I wish I was good, but maybe not good enough for you, as so it seems, on the other hand. My eye-catching isn't doing me justice---- you catching my eye? whateva. So therefore, I'm focusing on myself, I think that was my New Year's Resolution, that & lose lbs.

Roxanne & Marianne are fighting. They need to grow up. My family ain't the " Huxtables. " Never was from the start.

... and he gets the girl.

& I'm addicted to Lupe Fiasco for the min. I want to go to the concert, damn I'll die right now :] Chris Brown / Bow Wow, I loved every minute of it. I saw a couple people, like Jeff, haha. & I saw other faces, weird. But I was like whateva. I slept over Tica's house, man I felt at home. I got weird ass texts from "FAG FACE". I told Jo-anna she got so pissed off at him. It's like he was just using me for BEEEEEEEEEEP, like he's cool as a friend, but other than that, I don't like that kind of shit. So the next morning, Tica's Mommy & her Lexie woke me up. Then we shopped, saw Gemkki, & dude !? Victoria Secret was having a semi-annual sale, that what was up ! I didn't... buy anything really, well one thing.
So the concert, wowwwwwwww I haven't screamed that much in forever. I think I'm infatuated by Bow Wow's Face again, & body. He's hot sauce. Damn. =P haha That Looks so pervy !
So after the concert, lots of traffic, found out some buisness, & I was so pissed. It's like screw you bia bia. Up the ass, home-girl. I woke up w. a headache, I needed a change, So I painted my room, and rearranged it. I love it. I'm in love with my room now. <3






Later that day, " FAG FACE " texted me again, I guess, he got hurt, from what I heard, Now you believe in "karma". I think he feels bad, that... it seemed like he was just using me, but c'mon. Well I don't hold a grudge, so I guess we're okay again, as long as he doesn't ask me for any " favors ". Wtheck, does it even look like I'm that easy. Nigg, please. You can't touch this.
I was distraught yesterday, but I think I'm better off now. I know I lashed out on people ( i.e.- fag-face ) but other than that. It's good. I know this will be a good week, deep down ;]

BOW WOW ! You're hot sauce. <3 Other than that, I'm working out, & I'm on a diet again, I got thick, since... FagFace started being a fag. But now I'm doing me, honey. I don't need yours, because I got mines. I'm happy go lucky ;] I swear.