just waking up in the morning, gotta thank God, but today seems kinda odd.

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Almost nothing is impossible today -- thanks in part to your deep belief in yourself. Even if you feel humble -- a fine trait -- you still can tell that you haven't come close to reaching your limits yet.

I guess my horoscope came true today :]

meet my baby :] it's cute. i'm content. after all the fussing / worrying, but laws of attraction :D now i have to force my momma to smog/register/insure, it's not brand new-new, but it's good enough for me.
Went to run errands, jason's deli, car<3, trader joes.
Me & Rox decided to give up red meat for lent. My lifestyle change is going well... :]] As Tica would say things happen for a reason, earlier in my head all I could think about was a saying I manage to scrape together...


" without change there is no butterflies, & this too shall pass. "

I'm seriously thankful, sigh. But better things are yet to come, you ain't see nothing yet.

'cause you'll be waiting to exhale while you other hoes be..

" dumb & dumber. yeah you know what i'm saying " - Jazzy Belle.


watched that two nights ago, & it sucked. i'm sorry. lol lot's of explaining, someone died in that movie & we knew that person was going to. " james" from twilight was so hot in that movie.
Cam Gigandet.





I was like don't die "James". Before that watched Bride Wars, funny, chick-flick. It was pretty typical. Some parts were sad. It was one of the movies you watch with your girlfriends. If you have a penis, I don't know man lol. I liked it though.
Went to a babyshower yesterday, met so many beautiful ladies ;] I was jealous lol. My sister's friends. Tatina is such a sweetie ! & she looks so pretty pregnant.


& her friends were gorgeous. Then hung out w/ the guy friend, he vented, & i was just thinking all positive, because fuck you negativity. I counter-acted all the sadness/worry/ what not. I'm content, finally bought my peanut butter cap'n crunch :D Mmmm now I'm going to run, I ate so much this weekend.

we're gonna ride the race cars, we're going to dance in fire...

"la la la ... if what they say is true, you're a boy & i'm a girl, i will never fall in love in you. "

so i cleaned my house, saw nee-neekins, made her these lovely hello kitty waffles, you know my style (;

& in return she dropped off the shotglass ... " drink till he's cute"
mwuahah, she knows my style lol.


So 2009, you already bit me in the ass, oh well lesson learned. Damnit I'm going to be a good girl, I swear. [: I'm going to mass tomorrow, baby shower... & work on my fitness, it's going good. Not as sore, as the day before, but I see progress, roflmao I think Nee sees the skelatar coming back, but I'm going to keep the ass. & I'm not tripping honey. I'm going to feel / look my best this summer, trust. So I'm not complaining.

If only I could find a car, pretty please (: & no more random hookups, that's not me.

Totally stole this quote, I'm sorry.. <333
Don't be reckless with other people's hearts, And don't put up with people that are reckless with yours.

...someone take her picture, so i don't forget her, click click.

So this morning... I decided to take pictures of the body that is forming back again :] Ewww No makeup. But whatever, someone loves this ugly face :)
Woo Hoo, all that running daily except for Sundays. & I must'nt forget tahitian hip hop ( thanks Nee ) .





I miss you V-cut, come back to me baby. Lol. Anyway a lot of drama for your mama today. I'm supposedly a spoiled little bitch, that gets things handed to her.
Everyone was just like ... " you're strong " WTF !?! &*$%& Since when did I even look weak?
Anyway... I would love to go to Santa Cruz, & go here.


Mmmmmh, cereal all day everyday, made your own way :] I saw it on Travel Ch.
I'm determined to find a car this weekend ]: I am just going to be fucking motivated, & go w. the flow. Sigh... I think I wanna stay in this weekend, work-out, read, be boring. Yup.
Toodles.

if that boy don't love you by now, he will never ever, never ever, love you.

webcam whore mode (;






so this past week has been chill, hung out w. nick on my daysoff. shopped a lil, sisterly time, and working out :] speaking of which im losing some lbs :D yay. i just want to get everything in order, before my dad hits philippines, feb coming back march. today bought these cute lil' silicone heart shaped muffin tins @ target.

& then roxanne bought me Pineapple Express :]

Finished up my Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist book. Went to Border's & bought ...





We'll see what happens, but knowing me, I have high hopes... laws of attraction, baby !
& i'd like to cop' me a piece of this, boyfriend, where you at?! jk :]



So instead of writing of about my past, & the piece of shit relationships, assholes, crooks, i've dated, hooked up with i.e. sexually-mentally- etc. I will move forward, & I'm content, The Secret tells me so ! So goodbye, & hello 2009, I'm ready for you. I know you'll take care of me, & see that I get taken care of. Hold me when I get cold, fetch me something to eat when hunger cries. I'll appreciate you, share stupid stories, make you laugh at my dumbass self. Kiss your boo-boo's, shake it like a polaroid picture type shit.
Love Always, Melissa :]

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..but you feel so clean, well she craves affection.

so i use protection, & i know she loves me, she loves everybody.

I don't give a fuck, I still want these items. My look-a-likes, don't satisfy my appetite, speaking of which, I haven't been as hungry. Only for material love.






$94 for the shoes now someother place. I should've gotten it at karmaloop. I didn't deposit on time
:[

But then I found these at Karmaloop, I love Jeffrey Campbell, one of my favorite shoe designers.



I need to get my body how it was last year :] Start modeling again, & get free shit like last year.
Talagang Crazy , Brah. I miss snowcones ;] I love that underground shit, anything Indie / Underground, I eat that shit up :D

Anyways more opportunities to come later.

i hoped the night won't ever end, lord knows i'm weak, won't somebody get me off this reef.

... baby your a big blue whale. grab the reef when all duck divin' fails.

I've been digging that song for awhile now :] Badfish Sublime Tribute show this month on the 31st, I wanna go. !
http://eventful.com/lasvegas/events/badfish-tribute-sublime-/E0-001-016881277-5

new years resolutions

- be able to run a marathon, dec 09'.
- read more literature.
- more concerts
- more water
- quit flaking ;] & tell the truth w. some people
- decrease the use of profanity
- up the use of vocabulary.
- enjoy the moments.
- balance my time with everyone.
- love more.
- hate less.
- instead of i won't..
- more i will's.
- judge less.
- cherish every breathe, kiss, hug, snug.
- after every dissapointment/heartbreak/ wrong
know&feel things happen for a reason.
- learn to swim, fully.
- learn to drive a stickshift.
- love the car I end up with.
- love the place I work at.
- love my family more than I do now.
- love my friends more.
- less fried foods.
- smile so much, when braces get off.
- get the v-cut abs back.
- bask in summertime.
- love valentines day.
- fireworks on the 4th.
- stop being an emokid.
- change my look when braces get off.
- go to a day spa
- have a kick ass 20th.

& then the 2009 horoscopes outlook :] it's cool to look at, but we can ultimately change our own paths ;]
http://astrologyzone.com/forecasts/monthly/leo_full.php
Leo Horoscope for January 2009
By Susan Miller
This month marks a major development in your relationships with the move of Jupiter, the giver of gifts and luck, into your seventh house of commitment. Jupiter has not been in this part of your chart since 1997, so this trend will be quite new and special. It also will be one you will notice, if not immediately, in time. Collaborations of all kinds will become magical for you, so start to think about how you can use this trend. I will give you some ideas, but you can apply this to suit your life in a way that feels most comfortable.

The New Teddie Bears ;]

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