say hello to my little friend (;

Edit ; 11: 33 pm.

I totally can't sleep >:[ but I think i'm becoming a bigger fan of Lights, she's so pretty, & I think...
my main song at the moment is her, it's called, it's over Casanova.






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M.A.C HELLO KITTY LINE DEBUTS on Feb. 10th (: I'm super excited, I've been rocking tha kitty since diapers, thank you mama. ( $ 11-$90 )
So I've been watching this movie... Brick, interesting.. I love the dialect, 40's detective lingo.


http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0393109/
i've been having fun being boring & all...
i miss the excitement although. tomorrow grocery shopping w/ pops, he's headed out to philippines in a week and a half. dun dun dun....

i think i want to reception in a tattoo shop.
hrm. to be continued ;)

listen listen... ya'll wanna hear a story...

here it go, sexual, she so. x-rated. with...




tyga makes me laugh. i got my car finally registered, yeahhh baby ! i'm thankful, that i'm being a good girl these days. i've been so boring though. my mama is sick =( , it's making me worried. i love her. she's truely "super head" me & roxy's x-rated family inside joke.

lol she's blonde, i used to be blonde in my " asian days ".

So I have to explain to everyone... I have to be good for 2 more weeks, No... I can't kick it. I've been breaking all the rules, since puberty hit, adolescence faded. I'm going to be good for once.

My daddy in the car this morning, " superman that hoe... that means to cum right? "
" Yeah, dad. " Lol, how akward & blunt is that shit? Weird how we can have random ass conversations like that in the car.


Right when I think I got you figured out... you prove me wrong.
theres nothing more to say except endless thoughts, no one will hear. Another one bites the dust, but then again.

i got a rhyme for those dudes who lie 'bout me & mine.

slum village. anywho
i didn't think it'd come to this...

" live through things and you won't look back
there's one thing i want to say
so i'll be brave
you were what i wanted
i gave what i gave.
i'm not sorry i met you
i'm not sorry it's over
i'm not sorry there's nothing to save"


& that explains it right there. i have shit to do, you made me happy for a lil bit. i miss you, & somehow i'm naive but i believe in you. but like i said i have shit to do. anyway, i've been looking at tattoos. how sexy is this?


i want more tatts (: hopefully next month, me & sheena are going to have a date, girl-day. tattoos&spa. ive been working out, debating if i should go back to mary-kate & ashley size.




yes i was tiny ! w/ long hair don't care [;
sigh, i hope things get better. mmm. laveeta hella cracked me up today.

CH3RiSH this (6:57:36 PM): chick magnet?
CH3RiSH this (6:58:02 PM): for a guy
?
b0otieful x lady (6:58:21 PM): Yea
CH3RiSH this (6:58:33 PM): lol i would just say male hoe :]
b0otieful x lady (6:58:44 PM): Yeah hahaha
b0otieful x lady (6:58:51 PM): More fuck lot wit grls?
CH3RiSH this (6:58:52 PM): sounds better.
b0otieful x lady (6:58:56 PM): Tha right?
CH3RiSH this (6:59:00 PM): yup
CH3RiSH this (6:59:04 PM): hahah, malehoe.
b0otieful x lady (6:59:05 PM): Ha
CH3RiSH this (6:59:15 PM): better than playa
CH3RiSH this (6:59:16 PM): lmao
b0otieful x lady (6:59:17 PM): Hahahahaahaa.
b0otieful x lady (6:59:23 PM): Lmaooooo

just waking up in the morning, gotta thank God, but today seems kinda odd.

Overview

Almost nothing is impossible today -- thanks in part to your deep belief in yourself. Even if you feel humble -- a fine trait -- you still can tell that you haven't come close to reaching your limits yet.

I guess my horoscope came true today :]

meet my baby :] it's cute. i'm content. after all the fussing / worrying, but laws of attraction :D now i have to force my momma to smog/register/insure, it's not brand new-new, but it's good enough for me.
Went to run errands, jason's deli, car<3, trader joes.
Me & Rox decided to give up red meat for lent. My lifestyle change is going well... :]] As Tica would say things happen for a reason, earlier in my head all I could think about was a saying I manage to scrape together...


" without change there is no butterflies, & this too shall pass. "

I'm seriously thankful, sigh. But better things are yet to come, you ain't see nothing yet.

'cause you'll be waiting to exhale while you other hoes be..

" dumb & dumber. yeah you know what i'm saying " - Jazzy Belle.


watched that two nights ago, & it sucked. i'm sorry. lol lot's of explaining, someone died in that movie & we knew that person was going to. " james" from twilight was so hot in that movie.
Cam Gigandet.





I was like don't die "James". Before that watched Bride Wars, funny, chick-flick. It was pretty typical. Some parts were sad. It was one of the movies you watch with your girlfriends. If you have a penis, I don't know man lol. I liked it though.
Went to a babyshower yesterday, met so many beautiful ladies ;] I was jealous lol. My sister's friends. Tatina is such a sweetie ! & she looks so pretty pregnant.


& her friends were gorgeous. Then hung out w/ the guy friend, he vented, & i was just thinking all positive, because fuck you negativity. I counter-acted all the sadness/worry/ what not. I'm content, finally bought my peanut butter cap'n crunch :D Mmmm now I'm going to run, I ate so much this weekend.

we're gonna ride the race cars, we're going to dance in fire...

"la la la ... if what they say is true, you're a boy & i'm a girl, i will never fall in love in you. "

so i cleaned my house, saw nee-neekins, made her these lovely hello kitty waffles, you know my style (;

& in return she dropped off the shotglass ... " drink till he's cute"
mwuahah, she knows my style lol.


So 2009, you already bit me in the ass, oh well lesson learned. Damnit I'm going to be a good girl, I swear. [: I'm going to mass tomorrow, baby shower... & work on my fitness, it's going good. Not as sore, as the day before, but I see progress, roflmao I think Nee sees the skelatar coming back, but I'm going to keep the ass. & I'm not tripping honey. I'm going to feel / look my best this summer, trust. So I'm not complaining.

If only I could find a car, pretty please (: & no more random hookups, that's not me.

Totally stole this quote, I'm sorry.. <333
Don't be reckless with other people's hearts, And don't put up with people that are reckless with yours.

...someone take her picture, so i don't forget her, click click.

So this morning... I decided to take pictures of the body that is forming back again :] Ewww No makeup. But whatever, someone loves this ugly face :)
Woo Hoo, all that running daily except for Sundays. & I must'nt forget tahitian hip hop ( thanks Nee ) .





I miss you V-cut, come back to me baby. Lol. Anyway a lot of drama for your mama today. I'm supposedly a spoiled little bitch, that gets things handed to her.
Everyone was just like ... " you're strong " WTF !?! &*$%& Since when did I even look weak?
Anyway... I would love to go to Santa Cruz, & go here.


Mmmmmh, cereal all day everyday, made your own way :] I saw it on Travel Ch.
I'm determined to find a car this weekend ]: I am just going to be fucking motivated, & go w. the flow. Sigh... I think I wanna stay in this weekend, work-out, read, be boring. Yup.
Toodles.