she said do you have the time ...

to listen to me whine, she asked him who's on the other line, you diss me everytime. i tell her baby i'm a star, shit i'm above the stars, i've gotten so high, i forgot who you are.... - lil wayne hot revolver. another rock song from Lil Wayne's new album. Honestly I wasn't too fond of him anymore, but listening to these lyrics... it got to me over & over in the car.
He swagga jocked from Green Day in the beg.

Today had rubber bands put in ... woo-hoo. I'm a step closer. I'm happy, I had a bad dream, but as I woke up more, I'm more happier. I'm thankful actually. I'm grateful for everyone in my life. I haven't lost my sense of humor, thank-god.

I think I'm going to chase the moon, you could never resist an impulse even if it's terrible.
Some guy wrote me...

Any Time Sweet Melissa Keep Shineing Cuz Your Special You Have This Special Glow That Makes The Moon Shine More In By Your Beauty =). F.Y .i How you like that Huh =) Well Sweet Dreams Melissa

My dreams are gonna come true someday, maybe sooner than later. (:

Ohhhh Rox bought me one of my favorite movies. Thank-you big sissy, lol we fight a lot, but my fam is behind me %100 percent. I'm their baby.

I'm going to bed early, and knock out w/ a favorite book, because things will only get better...

she tried to keep em' entertained, when they hardly knew her name...

so lil wayne is bringing out a rock cd now. that's cool. the first song released right now is, prom queen, i'm feeling the bass.



this was taken, after i wore makeup passing out at homie's house, going home the next day.
washed off my face, then putting makeup on again. hella passed out that night. i miss him. but i'm going to let him do him, & i do me.

talk has definitely been cheap. i'm proud of myself though, no more honey. it's a new year, i feel like a change in my luck. [=

i'd be losing, so i just ignore you. but your on my mind, my mind, my mind...

is like a song i replay, every three minutes & every thirty seconds of every day.

i mixed two songs together. last night was talagang crazy (; took care of the sissy, had to rescue sheena downtown. random text msgs. driving in the rain... knocked out as soon as i hit the pillow. i'll have my nook' back. i'm back to reading the secret. it comforts my solitude.

i was reading nee-nee's blog & i did the name thingy. i'm like whoa ! that's so me, dude.

You Are Powerful and Determined

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

& i don't need a hook for this shit, tyga man is just tryna hit.

meet my boyfriend (;








DAMN, tyga man is sexy (: anyways that's my type of guy, tatted & shit. lol Speaking of which ((= Me & someone have plans. I'm going to change my look 09'.
So I woke up & I realized shit again. So never never never again... homie.

"life is not a bitch, life is a beautiful woman.
You only call her a bitch, because she won't let you get at that pussy.
Maybe she felt ya'll didn't share similar interest.
Or maybe you're just an asshole who couldn't sweet talk the princess."
- Aesop Rock.

A good underground band, now picked up by MTV commercials just like my baby tyga :] mwuahah this is such a groupie blog.

say hello to my little friend (;

Edit ; 11: 33 pm.

I totally can't sleep >:[ but I think i'm becoming a bigger fan of Lights, she's so pretty, & I think...
my main song at the moment is her, it's called, it's over Casanova.






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M.A.C HELLO KITTY LINE DEBUTS on Feb. 10th (: I'm super excited, I've been rocking tha kitty since diapers, thank you mama. ( $ 11-$90 )
So I've been watching this movie... Brick, interesting.. I love the dialect, 40's detective lingo.


http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0393109/
i've been having fun being boring & all...
i miss the excitement although. tomorrow grocery shopping w/ pops, he's headed out to philippines in a week and a half. dun dun dun....

i think i want to reception in a tattoo shop.
hrm. to be continued ;)

listen listen... ya'll wanna hear a story...

here it go, sexual, she so. x-rated. with...




tyga makes me laugh. i got my car finally registered, yeahhh baby ! i'm thankful, that i'm being a good girl these days. i've been so boring though. my mama is sick =( , it's making me worried. i love her. she's truely "super head" me & roxy's x-rated family inside joke.

lol she's blonde, i used to be blonde in my " asian days ".

So I have to explain to everyone... I have to be good for 2 more weeks, No... I can't kick it. I've been breaking all the rules, since puberty hit, adolescence faded. I'm going to be good for once.

My daddy in the car this morning, " superman that hoe... that means to cum right? "
" Yeah, dad. " Lol, how akward & blunt is that shit? Weird how we can have random ass conversations like that in the car.


Right when I think I got you figured out... you prove me wrong.
theres nothing more to say except endless thoughts, no one will hear. Another one bites the dust, but then again.

i got a rhyme for those dudes who lie 'bout me & mine.

slum village. anywho
i didn't think it'd come to this...

" live through things and you won't look back
there's one thing i want to say
so i'll be brave
you were what i wanted
i gave what i gave.
i'm not sorry i met you
i'm not sorry it's over
i'm not sorry there's nothing to save"


& that explains it right there. i have shit to do, you made me happy for a lil bit. i miss you, & somehow i'm naive but i believe in you. but like i said i have shit to do. anyway, i've been looking at tattoos. how sexy is this?


i want more tatts (: hopefully next month, me & sheena are going to have a date, girl-day. tattoos&spa. ive been working out, debating if i should go back to mary-kate & ashley size.




yes i was tiny ! w/ long hair don't care [;
sigh, i hope things get better. mmm. laveeta hella cracked me up today.

CH3RiSH this (6:57:36 PM): chick magnet?
CH3RiSH this (6:58:02 PM): for a guy
?
b0otieful x lady (6:58:21 PM): Yea
CH3RiSH this (6:58:33 PM): lol i would just say male hoe :]
b0otieful x lady (6:58:44 PM): Yeah hahaha
b0otieful x lady (6:58:51 PM): More fuck lot wit grls?
CH3RiSH this (6:58:52 PM): sounds better.
b0otieful x lady (6:58:56 PM): Tha right?
CH3RiSH this (6:59:00 PM): yup
CH3RiSH this (6:59:04 PM): hahah, malehoe.
b0otieful x lady (6:59:05 PM): Ha
CH3RiSH this (6:59:15 PM): better than playa
CH3RiSH this (6:59:16 PM): lmao
b0otieful x lady (6:59:17 PM): Hahahahaahaa.
b0otieful x lady (6:59:23 PM): Lmaooooo