but you still didn't get it, bingo ! & that's the reason why i'm still single.

just when i doubt i like charles hamilton, because he samples too much, but you know what i digg. (: he has a new mixtape out.

$$$ in tha bank. my horoscope tells me, i shouldn't go on myspace / facebook, or any other networking site. lol crazy.

papa john sells love, hey if food is really a way to a man's heart.




so i've been getting offers to do this & that. i'm debating (: if i do anything it'll most likely be in summertime. why not (: i love getting dolled up.

& i've been shopping around for a different tattoo artist, i love rocky, but it's time to move on, something more detailed. i think i found someone but, we'll see (=

i swear haha, the next guy i date will be ink'd up. that's my weakness.
& he has to love me even if i rock stilettos in bed, saying hello lover ! (; jk.

come to mommy (: lol




"... you have both sentiments yet to experience; your soul sleeps ; the shock is yet to be given which shall waken it. "

if i wanna fly, i'll fly, you do what you love, & fuck the rest...

i'll always like that line. i love lines in movies. speaking of movies, i watched about a boy, 3xs when i got sick on monday.
" Once you open your door to one person anyone can come in. " the director of this film, is going to direct twilight's sequel. i realized i'm very fond of accents, british or austrailian to be exact (:
i was messing with the red lipstick today. i missed it.


i don't know if you can see it, with the sunlight & all. i don't know how to mess with my new camera, just to take out flash or whatever.

everything is back to normal. i have my eyes on the prize, just when i get used to my life being a certain way, a distraction comes up for that moment, but i'll keep a close watch on this heart of mine. most definitely.

p.s. i'm sick of hearing, the whole rihanna - chris brown story, when the story fully comes out, then talk about it, all this speculation bullshit.

i want another tattoo this weekend... tattoo numero tres.

it's nothing but time & face that you lose...

" i chose to feel it, but you couldn't choose. i'll write you a postcard, i'll send you the news, from the house down the road, from real love "

<333

last night, i had a nee-nee birthday kick back, it turned out better than expected, i knocked out early. i love everyone entering in my life. i've been watching nick & norah's infinite playlist for days, & i just got donnie darko, a very compelling movie, i don't think it's overrated, at all.

i still have unanswered questions, i choose not to uncover. i wonder if it's better left unsaid. either way, i'm loving life. i'm learning to breathe, i'm learning to crawl, over these abundent skies.

it'll be strange to see you again. until then i'll be avoiding the spots i know where we'd have to speak.

too loud is not in my vocabulary...

Watched The Rocker ! (: It had the dude from Hot Rod, who tripped on acid, and got his eye fucked up. Ohh I love the one-liners in this film.

My options are open, because I am only a notch, not a necessary. I miss my boys. " But seperate is always better when feelings are involved ". I already decided that summer 09' is going to be great. Lesson learned, nightmares put aside, the year ain't over by a long shot.

Starting tomorrow, going to jog at the park every morning. (= I'm going to live my life, instead of reaching for the moon, I will chill & go w/ the flow.

I'm content.

if you don't got no booty, then you gotta go home.

I've been blogging everyday, it seems like, I don't know why, maybe because I have a lot to say, but no one to listen to me (; Some old lines, I jocked from my old blog

" Cute leads to feelings, feelings lead to screwing, screwing leads to screwed. "- Heartbreakers.

I like that movie, so I was sick for a minute, let's just say I feel better. Words to live by, He's just not that into you, hunny. That's settling for less, I baked to differ. Um, I'm gonna try to not drink so much. Let's get it together.

---- besides me not drinking as much, Thank-God. whewwwww got those moments out of my system.

So I made my first video ever today, yes ghetto, because this is the first attempt of me ever trying to make a damn video. Guess the booty ! lol

do you have the time... to listen to me whine.

-_- i woke up at 5 in the morning, i had a nightmare again. this time it was freddy krueger.
just when he was about to "kill me", my dad woke me up w/ the garage opening. WTF !?

i couldn't sleep after that, i was pretty shook up, went to north town for no apparent reason, & my horoscope says...

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Try not to freak out too much when one of your illusions shatters today -- see it as an opportunity! If nothing else, you have learned that not all that glitters is gold and that's worth something.

i digg... chester french.

i just wanna say something..

don't ever... ever... ever... say you won't ever fuck me over, then...
fuck me over. (:

it's okay. at least have the balls to confront me, kthanks. walking out, is worst than saying goodbye on a post it note.

so i walk the line... alone.

p.s. i can't believe whatshisface went to jail. i remember when me & tiff used to hate him. but i don't wish that upon anyone.