if you give them the chance, don't sell your heart...

weekend whirlwind, lots of tears, fears, which leads to motivation, dream chasing & making.
-daddy's birthday, sushi, ran into ex-new gf ( she dogged me hah )-his whole fam, bowling ran into druggies / drunkies, fights, we can laugh as we look back type of shit.
- barnes & noble, sister, tears, older sister, old friends, shoe whoring ( gladiator wedges- two pairs ) sexy-sexy.
- northtown, chilling, focused.

guys are funny, " why you so mean to me? "

you're not the only one I'm mean to, don't feel special.

"Provide, Profess, Protect" - Act like a lady, Think like a man. Good book, comedian Steve Harvey wrote, point-blank.

I can do this, please do not feed me negativity, like it's so hard bullshit, I know. But anything is possible. From slums to riches. P.S. I watched Slumdog Millionaire ); Good movie.

the shoes I've been wanting, finally got em', plus these other cute shoes =]

i see the paths your eyes wander down, i wanna come to...

“…nobody gets everything they want unless they lose something they love, like their integrity. ” - Gossip Girl.

I'm not going to write a subliminal message through any poems I write. I will be straight up & tell you as a grown woman, that I miss you.

Take it as is.

lights black, heads bang, you're my drug, we live in it. you're drunk... you need it, real love i'll give it.

the first two, are from the April Issue of BlackBook Magazine. (=
Anyway got my brazilet finally, wish me luck [;
Just got done watching Godfather 1&2. Lesson learned... " keep your friends close, but keep your enemies, closer."
Jorel told me, it's one of the gangster movies, ( certain people ) like, because "it's so bad it's good" along with Goodfellas, which I liked too.

we in the bed like ohhh.. ohhh.. ohhh. memories in the car.

After much thought, thought to myself...

“Who are you to judge the life I live? I know I'm not perfect and I don't live to be. But, before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean.”

Lately I've been down & out, for some strange reason, but I will let the good times roll. It's springtime, I have my mind set, time to push the pedal to the metal. Me & Christal had a reminiscence conversation, I miss her mucho, I miss our good-times. I've known her since we were cool kids, kicking rocks in the playground. " Hey are you filipina?"
" Yeah.."
Weeks later... she & her sister show up at my doorstep, & her sister is my sister's bestfriend.
We played outside with the same people Keith, Chelsea, Annabell, Dante, & the rest is history.













Never judged, categorized me, simply melly-boo. Whewww especially on my birthday last year.
" You put yourself in difficult situations "
Remember that one time, nacho cheese breath, or how we met the gang, on my birthday night.
That time I had to force her to go to applebees w/ me, when that one dude liked me eek.
Our many escapades after she got off of White House Black Market, me sneaking out at 11 o'clock at night, going out every fri-sat-sunday was our ritual.
Movies, healthy food, sleepovers anywhere wasn't unusual. Makeup was a plus. Sharing clothes was a necessity, changing in the car. Oh I miss it all. P.S. how we didn't see each other for weeks, and then magically we had the same haircut or color, without telling each other.

I have so many memories w/ many people. But a few takes the cake of my top memories, fo'life. Thank You for accepting me as who I am. I got to experience my high school life with you. Gangsta-Gangsta ;]

horoscopes.

A friend's been getting a little bit too greedy for your time. Make some boundaries.

Overview

Meet new people and find new ways to interact with them today -- you can get quite playful if you desire! It's a really good time to start off in new directions that you don't need to commit to yet.

& i'm still waiting on that brazilet (; My sister Roxanne helped me a lot this weekend, so so grateful to have an older sister, sisters, another blog thanking my sisters'. Anywho, Lindo Michican, they have one in Northtown ! :D Fun times, used the fisheye camera finally. Shoe shopped, found this hot ass peep toe, steve maddens. They look so good with shorts<3

Met some guys, as usual. Random stores such as DSW, Smiths. Gymed it.

I miss some people(s). I realized that.

when you wish upon a star...

I am so fucking motivated, fuck the bullshit. For real, for real. (=
So today Nee came over & we watched, Sex & the City Season 3, & let me tell you, truth hurts, & people will cheat, honesty is a must in a relationship. It's true life.

Aunt Flow is back in action, & allergies are kicking in, but I'm not whining, just telling it like it is.

I'm dandy (: I'm going to watch all my wildest dreams come true, not one of them involving you ;D

what if i fall & hurt myself, would you know how to fix me?

why yes, I do miss him.

recap of my random weekend.
- purchased twilight, & disney films such as, pinnochio, the little mermaid <3
- lunch w/ roxy & her friend amber, aw we had a girl-talk / lunch @ sammys woodfire.
oh & extra cardio, just walking around townsquare beforehand. met, a cute d.j. boy (((=
- visited christine & jorel at 12 in the morning.
- saw yule again, she cracks me up. watched pineapple express.
- vented to them... haha, i can't wait til after lent is over ;)
- shopped w/ roxanne, but bought nothing, fam-lunch thing.

totally grateful for having older sisters, i got lucky... it's the three musketeers. everytime i watch movies w/ sisters i go, hey reminds me of us. or the kardashians lol. even though mari is very voiced, i still love her.




aw <3 "we're never gonna be alone, ever, ever".
got to appreciate what you have in front of you.