Made a date with Divinity, but she wouldn't let me fuck.

Hola ! Aloha ! :]

Went to my 2nd interview, & I think I did snazzy. Almost got stuck in the parking lot, bought some white nail polish. Finally purchased this movie...



" It always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all, nothing. It hurts so much. When I feel someone is going to leave me, I have a tendency to break up first before I get to hear the whole thing. Here it is. One more, one less. Another wasted love story. I really love this one. When I think that its over, that I'll never see him again like this... well yes, I'll bump into him, we'll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if we had never been together, then we'll slowly think of each other less and less until we forget each other completely. Almost. Always the same for me. Break up, break down. Drunk up, fool around. Meet one guy, then another, fuck around. Forget the one and only. Then after a few months of total emptiness start again to look for true love, desperately look everywhere and after two years of loneliness meet a new love and swear it is the one, until that one is gone as well. There's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up. And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can’t live without him. And even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses. "

So I would like to hit the gym this week. I should...
I'm exhausted, & I think the blast from the past was trying to hit. Nostalgia, then came over me. I'm just dandy although. Many new faces then hit...
I've been saying hit a lot lol (;
& the funny thing is, you always want this one person to hit you up, but they don't. Other people in their place do but you move on. & one day, just a normal day, their ugly face reappears.

"love without second guesses only second chances"
"to be trusted is a far greater compliment than to be loved."

No wonder why people run to me like I'm Dr. Phil, I've always grew up in unhealthy relationships. (; Everyone today in my house was like.. yadaa yadaaa.. POINT BLANK!
It's easy as A-B-C, but you make it more complicated than usual.
& that's not real.