it's like an old flame that never dies out.

I had tumblr, cheated on blogspot for awhile. But I came back, because I wanted to really blog, unlike tumblr, it's all pictures, & one sentence that says more than an in depth thought. I still drown myself in caffeine, indulge in wine, and smoke hookah. Since I left blogspot, a lot of things happened, I met people, went places, & did things. I was starting to fall for someone but as fate stepped in, like an old girlfriend... no punt intended, it was unexpected.

I will always care for him, I realized, I haven't stopped. It was real for a minute. I met people through work, I'll always remember them. This summer was probably one of the best summers of my life, I definitely grew up. I'm still growing... I went back to school, got promoted on my job, had a car accident. That day was certainly not the brightest, but I had him.

One thing I learned about him, was to keep an open mind. He always protected me, & never broke my heart. There will always be something in the pit of my stomache.